Meeting In Secret
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sg_lab2Title: Meeting In Secret
Author: sg_lab
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Angst, romance
Summary: Daniel and Cam can only see each other in secret
Spoilers: Missing scenes for Continuum
Characters/Pairings: Daniel/Cameron
Disclaimer: Not mine. No money being made from this
Chapter 1
Cameron had made meticulous plans. He had to cover all his bases so as not to get caught. He got in his car and just drove. He made as few stops as possible using only cash.
When he arrived his heart was pounding. It had been almost three months since he had seen Daniel or Sam. But he couldn’t risk seeing both of them. He knew Sam would understand. At least he hoped so. She had to be just as lonely.
Getting up the courage he climbed out of his car and walked to the motel and knocked.
It was a minute before the door opened. Daniel closed his eyes for a second as if trying to remember what Cameron looked like in that moment.
“Mind if I come in?” Cameron asked feeling nervous standing outside the motel room.
“Oh sure,” Daniel stepped back letting him in.
The door shut and they stood in the entry way for several seconds. Finally Cam made the first move and pulled Daniel towards him pushing their lips together.
Daniel’s mouth opened to Cam’s probing tongue. The two men groaned as they separated.
“Bed,” Daniel said.
Cameron grimaced as he watched how slow his lover walked in just a few steps to the bed.
Cameron stripped as Daniel sat down on the edge of the bed and removed his shirt. He hesitated at his pants.
“Here,” Cam kneeled down on the floor in front of Daniel meeting his lover’s gaze. No words were spoken, but there was communication there nonetheless. Daniel nodded before Cameron looked back at his task pulling Daniel’s pants down.
When he got down far enough to reveal the artificial portion of Daniel’s leg he reached a hand out brushing it along the edge where real leg met false leg.
Daniel had lost his leg just below the knee. It was the first time Cam had gotten a real look. His heart squeezed thinking of what this had done to Daniel. But Daniel being the stoic man he was never let Cameron or Sam see what it had done to him.
Cameron helped Daniel out of his prosthetic and examined the stump. He pressed his forehead against Daniel’s thigh. Daniel’s hands came up to the back of Cam’s head carding through his hair.
“Come on,” Daniel encouraged in a quiet voice. He scooted back onto the bed and sprawled out.
Cameron moved over his lover blanketing him with his naked body. His hands came down on Daniel’s hips pushing his boxers down.
When every inch of bare skin pressed together Daniel let out a moan.
“Missed this so much. Missed you.” Cam wrapped his arms around Daniel squeezing his eyes shut against the tears that were threatening.
Daniel lightly shushed Cam pressing a kiss to his temple. His hands spread down his lover’s back until they were cupping Cameron’s ass. He pushed their groins together eliciting another gasp.
Cameron sat up getting a protest from Daniel. “I’m not going anywhere,” Cam placed a reassuring kiss on Daniel’s lips. He reached over to the floor retrieving his jeans.
He came back with some lube. Spreading some on his fingers he inserted one between Daniel’s cheeks pulling a sharp gasp from him. Cam’s other hand was rubbing soft circles over Daniel’s firm abdomen. He could feel the stomach muscles flutter as he inserted another finger.
Daniel arched off the bed feeling so overwhelmed by the single digit pushing into him. It had been too long since he had felt the touch of another person. He choked back a sob when Cam’s warm, moist mouth covered his cock while a second finger pushed inside.
With his head pressed against the pillow, his neck straining, Daniel tried to shout but nothing would come out. He felt Cam’s tongue swirl around the head of his cock and teeth graze the sensitive skin.
Breathing was becoming difficult. His heart was pounding its way through his chest. The dam burst and Daniel came hard.
Cameron released Daniel’s spent cock and pulled his fingers out. Reaching over Cam brushed a hand through Daniel’s sweat soaked hair. “Let’s get a little sleep,” Cam suggested.
“Wait,” Daniel wanted to reciprocate.
“Sshh,” Cam placed a kiss on Daniel’s lips before pulling him close in his arms. Daniel gave in resting his head on Cameron’s chest.
SB
“NO!”
“Cam, wake up,” Daniel jostled his lover trying to pull him out of his nightmare.
It took several moments, but Cam’s eyes snapped open. He stared at Daniel for a long second. His eyes looked stricken before changing to relief as he pulled Daniel against him in a crushing hug.
Finally Cam slumped back against the mattress. His hand wrapped around Daniel’s which rested on Cam’s chest. “Oh that was a doozey.”
“The crash in Antarctica?” Daniel asked. Cam still had nightmares about his crash landing in Antarctica.
“Some of it,” Cam said as he tried to get his breathing under control. “Some of it was about you losing your leg,” Cam touched Daniel’s chin when the scientist looked down bringing it back up. “It got kinda mixed in with my Dad when his legs were amputated,” Cam felt tears spill down the side of his face.
Daniel kissed Cam’s left temple catching one of the tears on its way down. He continued to place little kisses over Cam’s face trailing down his neck and throat.
“I should probably go soon,” Cam said.
“We should make the most of it, then,” Daniel pressed a kiss to Cam’s chest moving his hand down to Cam’s dick.
“Aren’t you hungry?” Cam asked grabbing Daniel’s wandering hand.
“Yeah,” Daniel had to admit he was hungry.
They ordered a pizza and ate it in bed. Soon though Cam realized he needed to go. He got up and dressed coming over to the side of the bed next to Daniel. “I’ll contact you as soon as I can,” they kissed deeply. “Love you.”
“Love you too,” Daniel replied.
Cameron stood up and left not looking back. When he got in his car tears spilled down his face.
Chapter 2
It had been three months since the last time Daniel and Cameron had met up in secret. This would be their third time since they had been forcibly separated.
Daniel arrived at the new location knowing Cameron would already be there. The last time Cameron had come into the motel room he proceeded to seduce Daniel the whole time. Daniel was left so dizzy he wasn’t sure Cam had ever had his own orgasm the entire time.
This bothered Daniel because he was sure that happened the first time they met up seven months earlier. Cameron even had the same nightmare.
Sighing Daniel got out of his car and went to the motel room. The door opened within seconds and he was pulled in by Cam’s strong arms. He was taken by surprise when he was pushed up against the wall, his fly was yanked open and Cam dropped to his knees.
Daniel let out several expletives as his lover took him in his mouth. Cameron had an expert tongue. Daniel was putty in Cameron’s hands when he had his dick down Cam’s throat.
When he came and Cam had taken all he could he pulled back and grinned up at Daniel. He then stood up and kissed Daniel opening his mouth exploring Daniel’s with his ever talented tongue.
Daniel’s hand wandered down to Cam’s fly opening it up and tucking his hand in under Cam’s underwear.
Cam pulled away abruptly. “Come on,” Cam grabbed Daniel’s hand walking backwards toward the bed. “You look exhausted.”
“Cam, what the hell is going on?” Daniel pulled his hand away and stood where he was not following.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about, Daniel,” Cam tried to grab Daniel’s hand with little luck.
“Every time we’ve been together for the last ten months you haven’t had an orgasm. What’s going on?”
Cam looked at Daniel a hint of anger showing. “Maybe you can compartmentalize, but I can’t. You lost your leg, but you just shrug, make a joke and move on. We have to see each other in secret,” Cam was breathing hard as his anger rose. “My parents never even existed here! I’m a fucking paradox. I’m not supposed to exist here!”
Daniel began to pace the small space. After several rounds he turned and looked at Cameron. “Do you think I’m happy I lost my leg? Do you think it doesn’t matter that I lost my friends? This is all I have left. You are all I have left. I’m not going to waist my time wallowing in self pity as long as there is some way I can have this time with you. I don’t care if it’s once every three or four months,” he got up into Cameron’s face. “If I don’t have this I have nothing.”
Cameron licked his lips as he looked Daniel in the eyes. He then opened his arms pulling Daniel as close to him as he could get.
Daniel slumped in Cam’s hold wrapping his own arms around the other man.
After a few moments Cam pulled back and took Daniel’s hand. “Come to bed,” he spoke in a soft voice.
Helping Daniel out of his clothes and taking off his prosthetic leg, Cam took off his own clothes. He moved onto the bed and took Daniel’s glasses off laying them down on the nightstand.
Having taken the lube from his pocket before climbing on the bed, Cam opened the tube and squeezed some on his fingers. He began slow in and out strokes with his fingers between Daniel’s ass cheeks. He grabbed his cock stroking it trying to get it hard. It took him awhile, but he relaxed enough he began to get hard. He continued to prepare Daniel pulling out gasps and groans from his lover.
“Cam, please,” Daniel panted.
“We’ll get there,” Cam assured moving between Daniel’s legs. He ran his hands down Daniel’s legs and felt him tense when he came to the stump of Daniel’s left leg. “Sshh, this doesn’t matter,” Cameron held onto the stump. “It doesn’t change how I feel about you. It doesn’t change how much I want you right now,” he pulled Daniel’s legs over his shoulders and pressed in.
Daniel whimpered a bit and then groaned. “Are you okay?” Cam asked.
“Yeah,” Daniel answered.
Cam began a steady in and out pushing Daniel’s knees to his chest. “Oh god, Daniel.”
“Feels good, Cam. You feel so good,” Daniel choked on a sob.
Cam picked up speed pushing harder. Soon he pushed them both over that amazing cliff coming one after the other.
Cam pulled out laying Daniel’s legs back down on the bed. He stretched out along Daniel’s side wrapping him in his arms. They soon fell asleep.
SB
“NO!”
“Daniel,” Cam shook his lover awake. “Come on,” he encouraged.
Daniel sat up breathing hard, sweat beading on his forehead. He looked down at where his leg had been amputated. His hand came up covering his mouth.
Cam could feel Daniel shaking and looked at him to see the tears that were falling. Cameron pulled Daniel into his arms and held on as Daniel began to sob.
It was several long minutes before Daniel seemed to calm down and become slack in Cam’s arms.
Finally Daniel pulled away turning his back to Cam as he wiped at his eyes. Cameron sighed just glad for some kind of release from Daniel.
Daniel turned back looking with bloodshot eyes. “I suppose we’ll have to get out of here soon.”
Cam shook his head. He really shouldn’t be surprised Daniel wasn’t going to talk about it. “We’ve got another hour or two.”
“Then we should make the most of it,” Daniel said.
Cam smiled pulling Daniel into a kiss.
When it was time to leave they got dressed. Cam pressed a kiss to Daniel’s lips again.
“Love you,” Cam said holding him once more.
“Love you too,” Daniel whispered in Cam’s ear.
“We should try to see Sam soon,” Daniel said.
“Yeah, I’d like that,” Cam said.
Soon however, their lives would change drastically. Or return back to normal. Depending on how one chose to look at it.
The End
Author: sg_lab
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Angst, romance
Summary: Daniel and Cam can only see each other in secret
Spoilers: Missing scenes for Continuum
Characters/Pairings: Daniel/Cameron
Disclaimer: Not mine. No money being made from this
Chapter 1
Cameron had made meticulous plans. He had to cover all his bases so as not to get caught. He got in his car and just drove. He made as few stops as possible using only cash.
When he arrived his heart was pounding. It had been almost three months since he had seen Daniel or Sam. But he couldn’t risk seeing both of them. He knew Sam would understand. At least he hoped so. She had to be just as lonely.
Getting up the courage he climbed out of his car and walked to the motel and knocked.
It was a minute before the door opened. Daniel closed his eyes for a second as if trying to remember what Cameron looked like in that moment.
“Mind if I come in?” Cameron asked feeling nervous standing outside the motel room.
“Oh sure,” Daniel stepped back letting him in.
The door shut and they stood in the entry way for several seconds. Finally Cam made the first move and pulled Daniel towards him pushing their lips together.
Daniel’s mouth opened to Cam’s probing tongue. The two men groaned as they separated.
“Bed,” Daniel said.
Cameron grimaced as he watched how slow his lover walked in just a few steps to the bed.
Cameron stripped as Daniel sat down on the edge of the bed and removed his shirt. He hesitated at his pants.
“Here,” Cam kneeled down on the floor in front of Daniel meeting his lover’s gaze. No words were spoken, but there was communication there nonetheless. Daniel nodded before Cameron looked back at his task pulling Daniel’s pants down.
When he got down far enough to reveal the artificial portion of Daniel’s leg he reached a hand out brushing it along the edge where real leg met false leg.
Daniel had lost his leg just below the knee. It was the first time Cam had gotten a real look. His heart squeezed thinking of what this had done to Daniel. But Daniel being the stoic man he was never let Cameron or Sam see what it had done to him.
Cameron helped Daniel out of his prosthetic and examined the stump. He pressed his forehead against Daniel’s thigh. Daniel’s hands came up to the back of Cam’s head carding through his hair.
“Come on,” Daniel encouraged in a quiet voice. He scooted back onto the bed and sprawled out.
Cameron moved over his lover blanketing him with his naked body. His hands came down on Daniel’s hips pushing his boxers down.
When every inch of bare skin pressed together Daniel let out a moan.
“Missed this so much. Missed you.” Cam wrapped his arms around Daniel squeezing his eyes shut against the tears that were threatening.
Daniel lightly shushed Cam pressing a kiss to his temple. His hands spread down his lover’s back until they were cupping Cameron’s ass. He pushed their groins together eliciting another gasp.
Cameron sat up getting a protest from Daniel. “I’m not going anywhere,” Cam placed a reassuring kiss on Daniel’s lips. He reached over to the floor retrieving his jeans.
He came back with some lube. Spreading some on his fingers he inserted one between Daniel’s cheeks pulling a sharp gasp from him. Cam’s other hand was rubbing soft circles over Daniel’s firm abdomen. He could feel the stomach muscles flutter as he inserted another finger.
Daniel arched off the bed feeling so overwhelmed by the single digit pushing into him. It had been too long since he had felt the touch of another person. He choked back a sob when Cam’s warm, moist mouth covered his cock while a second finger pushed inside.
With his head pressed against the pillow, his neck straining, Daniel tried to shout but nothing would come out. He felt Cam’s tongue swirl around the head of his cock and teeth graze the sensitive skin.
Breathing was becoming difficult. His heart was pounding its way through his chest. The dam burst and Daniel came hard.
Cameron released Daniel’s spent cock and pulled his fingers out. Reaching over Cam brushed a hand through Daniel’s sweat soaked hair. “Let’s get a little sleep,” Cam suggested.
“Wait,” Daniel wanted to reciprocate.
“Sshh,” Cam placed a kiss on Daniel’s lips before pulling him close in his arms. Daniel gave in resting his head on Cameron’s chest.
SB
“NO!”
“Cam, wake up,” Daniel jostled his lover trying to pull him out of his nightmare.
It took several moments, but Cam’s eyes snapped open. He stared at Daniel for a long second. His eyes looked stricken before changing to relief as he pulled Daniel against him in a crushing hug.
Finally Cam slumped back against the mattress. His hand wrapped around Daniel’s which rested on Cam’s chest. “Oh that was a doozey.”
“The crash in Antarctica?” Daniel asked. Cam still had nightmares about his crash landing in Antarctica.
“Some of it,” Cam said as he tried to get his breathing under control. “Some of it was about you losing your leg,” Cam touched Daniel’s chin when the scientist looked down bringing it back up. “It got kinda mixed in with my Dad when his legs were amputated,” Cam felt tears spill down the side of his face.
Daniel kissed Cam’s left temple catching one of the tears on its way down. He continued to place little kisses over Cam’s face trailing down his neck and throat.
“I should probably go soon,” Cam said.
“We should make the most of it, then,” Daniel pressed a kiss to Cam’s chest moving his hand down to Cam’s dick.
“Aren’t you hungry?” Cam asked grabbing Daniel’s wandering hand.
“Yeah,” Daniel had to admit he was hungry.
They ordered a pizza and ate it in bed. Soon though Cam realized he needed to go. He got up and dressed coming over to the side of the bed next to Daniel. “I’ll contact you as soon as I can,” they kissed deeply. “Love you.”
“Love you too,” Daniel replied.
Cameron stood up and left not looking back. When he got in his car tears spilled down his face.
Chapter 2
It had been three months since the last time Daniel and Cameron had met up in secret. This would be their third time since they had been forcibly separated.
Daniel arrived at the new location knowing Cameron would already be there. The last time Cameron had come into the motel room he proceeded to seduce Daniel the whole time. Daniel was left so dizzy he wasn’t sure Cam had ever had his own orgasm the entire time.
This bothered Daniel because he was sure that happened the first time they met up seven months earlier. Cameron even had the same nightmare.
Sighing Daniel got out of his car and went to the motel room. The door opened within seconds and he was pulled in by Cam’s strong arms. He was taken by surprise when he was pushed up against the wall, his fly was yanked open and Cam dropped to his knees.
Daniel let out several expletives as his lover took him in his mouth. Cameron had an expert tongue. Daniel was putty in Cameron’s hands when he had his dick down Cam’s throat.
When he came and Cam had taken all he could he pulled back and grinned up at Daniel. He then stood up and kissed Daniel opening his mouth exploring Daniel’s with his ever talented tongue.
Daniel’s hand wandered down to Cam’s fly opening it up and tucking his hand in under Cam’s underwear.
Cam pulled away abruptly. “Come on,” Cam grabbed Daniel’s hand walking backwards toward the bed. “You look exhausted.”
“Cam, what the hell is going on?” Daniel pulled his hand away and stood where he was not following.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about, Daniel,” Cam tried to grab Daniel’s hand with little luck.
“Every time we’ve been together for the last ten months you haven’t had an orgasm. What’s going on?”
Cam looked at Daniel a hint of anger showing. “Maybe you can compartmentalize, but I can’t. You lost your leg, but you just shrug, make a joke and move on. We have to see each other in secret,” Cam was breathing hard as his anger rose. “My parents never even existed here! I’m a fucking paradox. I’m not supposed to exist here!”
Daniel began to pace the small space. After several rounds he turned and looked at Cameron. “Do you think I’m happy I lost my leg? Do you think it doesn’t matter that I lost my friends? This is all I have left. You are all I have left. I’m not going to waist my time wallowing in self pity as long as there is some way I can have this time with you. I don’t care if it’s once every three or four months,” he got up into Cameron’s face. “If I don’t have this I have nothing.”
Cameron licked his lips as he looked Daniel in the eyes. He then opened his arms pulling Daniel as close to him as he could get.
Daniel slumped in Cam’s hold wrapping his own arms around the other man.
After a few moments Cam pulled back and took Daniel’s hand. “Come to bed,” he spoke in a soft voice.
Helping Daniel out of his clothes and taking off his prosthetic leg, Cam took off his own clothes. He moved onto the bed and took Daniel’s glasses off laying them down on the nightstand.
Having taken the lube from his pocket before climbing on the bed, Cam opened the tube and squeezed some on his fingers. He began slow in and out strokes with his fingers between Daniel’s ass cheeks. He grabbed his cock stroking it trying to get it hard. It took him awhile, but he relaxed enough he began to get hard. He continued to prepare Daniel pulling out gasps and groans from his lover.
“Cam, please,” Daniel panted.
“We’ll get there,” Cam assured moving between Daniel’s legs. He ran his hands down Daniel’s legs and felt him tense when he came to the stump of Daniel’s left leg. “Sshh, this doesn’t matter,” Cameron held onto the stump. “It doesn’t change how I feel about you. It doesn’t change how much I want you right now,” he pulled Daniel’s legs over his shoulders and pressed in.
Daniel whimpered a bit and then groaned. “Are you okay?” Cam asked.
“Yeah,” Daniel answered.
Cam began a steady in and out pushing Daniel’s knees to his chest. “Oh god, Daniel.”
“Feels good, Cam. You feel so good,” Daniel choked on a sob.
Cam picked up speed pushing harder. Soon he pushed them both over that amazing cliff coming one after the other.
Cam pulled out laying Daniel’s legs back down on the bed. He stretched out along Daniel’s side wrapping him in his arms. They soon fell asleep.
SB
“NO!”
“Daniel,” Cam shook his lover awake. “Come on,” he encouraged.
Daniel sat up breathing hard, sweat beading on his forehead. He looked down at where his leg had been amputated. His hand came up covering his mouth.
Cam could feel Daniel shaking and looked at him to see the tears that were falling. Cameron pulled Daniel into his arms and held on as Daniel began to sob.
It was several long minutes before Daniel seemed to calm down and become slack in Cam’s arms.
Finally Daniel pulled away turning his back to Cam as he wiped at his eyes. Cameron sighed just glad for some kind of release from Daniel.
Daniel turned back looking with bloodshot eyes. “I suppose we’ll have to get out of here soon.”
Cam shook his head. He really shouldn’t be surprised Daniel wasn’t going to talk about it. “We’ve got another hour or two.”
“Then we should make the most of it,” Daniel said.
Cam smiled pulling Daniel into a kiss.
When it was time to leave they got dressed. Cam pressed a kiss to Daniel’s lips again.
“Love you,” Cam said holding him once more.
“Love you too,” Daniel whispered in Cam’s ear.
“We should try to see Sam soon,” Daniel said.
“Yeah, I’d like that,” Cam said.
Soon however, their lives would change drastically. Or return back to normal. Depending on how one chose to look at it.
The End
